A good year – 2018 – day 179

Work from home.  Weight 106.7 kg. Felt very stressed from the night before trying to answer emails and the like. I started work and didn’t feel right. I soldiered on.  Things happened which I really regret, taking the wrong choices and now have to bear the consequences of those choices. It was also a time … Continue reading A good year – 2018 – day 179

A good year – 2018 – day 162

Woke early to a cold morning. Do I have to go to work? Once I arrived at work had a brief talk to my WLB about my findings over the weekend and praying had made me feel stronger. She then let me know she had been praying over the weekend about marrying her boyfriend of … Continue reading A good year – 2018 – day 162

A good year – 2018 – day 161

  Woke to a beautiful day. Moved my office out to the back verandah and then went and surveyed the back gardens for where to plant the new acquisitions.   My work shoes get brought home every Friday, to wear them to church on Saturday, and then take them back to work on a Monday. … Continue reading A good year – 2018 – day 161

A good year – 2018 – day 158

Woke up early with a sling in my step. All my woes over the last couple of months have been laid out before me I have mentioned it before, but I have now seen its far-reaching impacts - loneliness. I became very talkative at work, zeroing on one person. This was disruptive to all around … Continue reading A good year – 2018 – day 158

A good year – 2018 – day 144

Today was the day to progress the decision from the day before. I was expecting this to be difficult, but it is needed. Arrived at work, and was full of apprehension. Will the plan fall apart?  Worked my way through the day as ad hoc tasks arose and were dealt with.  I went to email … Continue reading A good year – 2018 – day 144

A good year – 2018 – day 143

A day of remorse… After the proceedings the day before, it had finally sunk in as to the impact my actions had been making. So, after some soul searching I signed myself to a better way forward. I completed the tasks for work and as I was already at home, had my lunchtime in the … Continue reading A good year – 2018 – day 143

A good year – 2018 – day 134

Started the day quite relaxed, even though I was up at 3.30 am, and was able to walk out the door early. Caught the bus and then the train and caught up on much-needed sleep. Arrived at work and my WLB was already there, having caught the earlier train. Some mornings, I wish I could … Continue reading A good year – 2018 – day 134

A good year – 2018 – day 131

After a really good nights sleep, woke and went to work with daughter no. 2, as she was off to TAFE. Arrived at South Bank station and due to being early, thought i’d meet my lunch buddy there to walk to work. Stood at the station in the cold, blustery wind for a while and … Continue reading A good year – 2018 – day 131

A good year – 2018 – day 124

As I was getting ready for work, the past week was in my thoughts. Am I ready for the next step? Should I actually progress the next step? My timidity was kicking in, mixed with a bit of anxiety. When I get to work will discuss with the one person who has an impact on … Continue reading A good year – 2018 – day 124